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well lets see here.. hmm i get shit on just about every two minutes by people who "love" or in some cases "loved" me but yet again through all the messed up emotions i come out smiling.. put me in the company of people i like and you will not get me to stop smiling once.. i don't sit still very well.. i kick my socks off at night.. i interupt way too much because i get excited so easily.. i make funny faces with my tongue when i'm concentrating real hard.. i have been working at a job for more than three years in which we open and close boxes just about everyday and i still cannot do that thingy where you fold the flaps a certain way to keep the box shut.. it takes me hours.. i usually just get laughed at and then someone does it for me.. i am the biggest dork you will ever ever encounter.. i am random.. i am silly.. i am easily amused.. and pleased.. i always wanna be held.. when i'm upset you will hear me say "i don't feel good" many many times.. when i feel uncomfortable i put my hood up.. i love to color and i love huggies especially the purple ones.. i don't really like the orange huggies but i will drink them because they're better than most other drinks.. i never stop singing.. odds are i do it too quietly for anyone to hear though.. i miss that more than anything in this world.. the feeling of getting up on stage and rehersals and just the thought having someone want to hear you sing.. i know many people say "music is my life" but truly it is my life.. everything about music.. my one passion and my only escape from this mess..
more plainly put.. i'm just a girl.. not an ordinary girl by far.. but just a dorky silly girl.. a girl with good intentions just trying to put her mess of a heart back together after a six year relationship.. i will not change for anyone.. i have my ups and downs.. i'm far from special or perfect.. i don't have it all together.. but... i like it that way..

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